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Heyy, well im bored, might as well right something here, for irene atleast =D, well i got your cam right in my house and wow soo nice and hott, that i wanna keep it for myself and not send it, LOLZ JP! hehe getting scared arent you? well dont worry, i wouldnt do that hehe, well duno what else to say. that for now i guess lolz..1

*Thoughts About IRENE =)*

Well well, look whos bak? me haha, yea yea i knoe, but rite now dis post is for IRENE's Testi to her =), well dis is gonna be mah 2nd one n da first one is on her friendster since IRENE!! *ahem* =D doesnt wanna use it ne more hehe.. well lets start ^_^, Irene is really really koo n really really nice n really really fun to talk wit hehe, she doesnt get madd at all but it depends on da situation prolly, but den i did got her annoyed once perhaps? i duno but im really sowwie tho, but den again she forgives me n other pplz all da time n like i said she's really really nice n really really sweet too hehe cuz she doesnt wanna hab ne problems wit pplz n hab enemies wit pplz as well, n when im upset n really stressed she really made mah day by talkin to her n bein der for me as well. shes really really fun to talk wit as well, we be talkin atleast everyday on msn, msgs, emails, especially on da fone hehe ; ) cuz i love to hear her voice =), but den for sum reason i duno if its juz me but nowadays we dont get to talk to dat much ne more, have i said n did sumthing wrong dis pass days? have i been annoyin her dis pass days? have i been boring her dis pass days? i hab no clue, when i talk to her on msn n goes brb sumtimes she doesnt come bak n signs off without sayin goodbye =\, but it doesnt mean dat im madd at her or hate her, no way!, cuz im really glad im gettin to knoe IRENE, but i hope dat she can see me, notice me, n accepts me, because im really tired of pplz enterin n leavin me alone =\, n hopin dat our friendship stays strong n forever n keep on movin forward wit no problems n also hab anotha good memories other dan juz bein classmate wit her since we were in OBMC n perhaps someday we can hab further relationship, but yea i really love dis gurl rite here hehe, i hab no regrets of sayin it, cuz im really positive dat she is =), n someday also, i will meet IRENE again in person hehe =).. well i guess dats all for now hehe i hope dis wasnt a bad testi, or atleast it looked like its a testi haha..

(hiyya irene hehe, well der u go, but um if i said sumthing bad or may offend u, plz do not take it personally, n sowwie if i did, but yea i wrote dat as how i feel, n i told u before dat i will tell u da truth bout ne thing, n i wont lie to u rite? =X, well dis like half testi n half feelings lolz)

<3 irene hehe

*suffering*

...kill me!!..ughz.. feel soo stressed outz..all dis bs happening here... can i get a fuckin break? y do i alwayz hab to feel da shitty one? n im fuckin still standing... *I Live With It*> dats how im still standin to dis world...n y is it dat everytime when i knoe someone n im fallin in love wit dem, y do dey hab to be soo far away from me? prolly i dun freakin deserve to be wit someone... dats y i would happily die in ne way, juz to be peaceful...its not like ne one cares ne wayz... cuz noone notices me... im alone in mah own freakin world n noone carez....but i do care someone n her name is irene n im really happy knowin we found each otha n knowin she wuz mah classmate before too n shes da only one actually makes me happy by talkin to her, listenin to her, hearin her voice on da fone, readin her msgs, even tho shes far away from me..but to her im juz prolly sum guy she met online, who knoes.. nowadays we dun get to talk dat much, but i understand dat she got skool work..but when i try to talk to her by callin her on weekends or atleast at emails she doesnt seem like happy or misses me.. mayb nowadays im juz borin her, wastin her time, im not interestin her no more.. dats wut im afraid of cuz one day shes gonna stop talkin to me, n it alwayz happens to me...but im really sowwie if im borin her, wastin her time, n not interestin her ne more perhaps...dats all i could say for now....n also

*Shouts to IRENE<3 HAPPY B-DAY!!!! n i hope u enjoy da gift dat im givin u =X, n wut i juz wrote up der.. dun take it as a bad way or like im talkin shyt bout u or sumthing like, cuz naw its not.. im juz writin down wut i feel nowadays but if it offends u in a way also, im really sowwie but im not tryin to offend u or sumthing... well i hope u enjoy ur b-day cuz i duno if we can talk on ur b-day...well take carez! luv ya! muahz! <3...*

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dis is for u irene luv ya! hehe see i told u i would make one =D